Parents are always a big issue that will influence you.
They are the one who feed you, taking care of you, love you.
Or another thing that i can say, they invest on you.
You are an investement, and in the future, you will benefit them.
What they said is always right!
Do you agree? Or you have your own opinions?
So when you are trying to correct their mistakes and telling them that they are in the wrong,
A slap is what they give to you and ask you to be quiet.
When outsiders come to your house, use up things and doesn't even bother to take or put back things of how it was placed, we get the blame on doing so.
Does it mean that guests are always right for doing it?
So when you are trying to correct them and to be polite,
our parents will scold you for correcting these mistakes.
And again, they will say that you disgrace them by doing so and insulting them infront of your guests.
Lastly, to be blamed again and again for all these mistakes
When you are hanging out with your friends and coming back home in the middle of the night and waking up late the next day,
The blasts of 'radio' turns on the moment when they see you.
Scolding you for returning home late at night,
Scolding you for waking up late the next day while your brothers could do so and not getting all the naggings and so on.
During your semester breaks, your 1st day of your holidays,
You wanted to get more rest in bed after all the hardwork that you did for revising your books and notes in college for the exams,
The next thing that will occur again to you is to get the scolding for waking up late and not helping them for house chores.
This continue with wasting the electricity for switching on the tv,computer and so on...
And again, your brother doesn't get the blames.
I don't understand.
Sometimes, I wish that I was not born into this world at all.
My existant seems to be nothing at all.