I Have To Face The Truth

Something happened on me and I don't dare to face the truth.

Guess what is this?I think aL will update about it soon

But now i don't dare to tell my family.

What will happen on me if they know about this?
This is what i have in my mind:

• Tear me apart
• Chop me with knife
• Throw me from a tall building or to the sea
• Kick me out from the house?
• Kill me.

OMG!
I am so scare.
This time mami also cannot help.
T_T